Shame walks the twilight

Heavy are thy aspirations
Turtled upon thy chest,
bottlenecked stroke tempo
Little girl haven't you realized?
The throne has no heir
Gods hipnotized by snails
No.. sooner, eclipsed by alergies
so to speak, her broken wings
my hidden body, tundra rippled.

This sudden vacancy, an avalance
Even the dead generate goose bump
Savage awoken hour, curse it all
Enervating itchy state, my ears lie
Selfishly transport me to passages
foraged home, ravaged memory foretold
Ancestors, kin of my flesh guide me
Up thy babel tower, should I make it
Undermine ascending scales under her feet
Screw the kneecaps and incapacitate
Melt away my suffering,
Traded my pain with my captive
Best desigrated glanced over a graveyard taunts

There's no denying healing takes pause
On the parade we held over shovel claps
The crown transmuted the golden halo
Wizard I still resent thy darkest secrets
Tomes of vile conduct, a knock on my door

Twice fell the blade that inseminates
Shame walks the twilight, disapproving
All knowing, queen forever and a day

I smirk not for an apocalipse dawns
No remorse for the empty glas, so-so
Pour me one for the long road home
Prayer only finds me on my sleep
When it is cold and my hands
Find another.

From breastfed to absinthe.

There goes the recess, an abyss
Devoid of flavour, my innibition
Nothing left, broken links
B-rated, repel my last breath
That tipped off veil kept me going
No upkeep on the extinguisher
Neglect provoked this burn out, shit.

New divider firmly lodged on drugs
Lotta' buff up self-prescripted preaching
no role model to teach them how to fraternize
My lighter ain't sized for purpose
Ain't got a choice, fuck it all up
You will find my front door upside down


Now now ragdoll it ain't a belief 
I mispoke, bent sore throat set aside
Dandelion serum to loosen your nerves
The ruler treatment brings us both to tears
Some birdo chants qualms, repeat the slander
Let us watch paint dry, "son never apologize"
Some day I will learn to speak my mind.

My words may be twisted, hell sent me
Read diagonally to match up sham slang
My irrittation as of late is that I can't complain
Pour me hope, feels awful just to sit down
Crack the bottle that kept me quiet
Hold me heartbeat, lead me home


Packed bags buried underneath junk
My skin crawls, neck cranks up bed sores
Might be time to colapse this tent
Retribution my penance, karma the looming
duty maimed, this holes on my hands
A conduit to a darker place, met with shiny
Little pretty things, the same amber pearls
Mine, identical in custom and fare rate
 
I wonder how come
The phone burns at touch
The letter disintegrates
The email cracks the screen
Under my knuckles, under my nails
Now now, those times are past me
I just ought to confess if I were
under durress, you, would not
see, me, plead.
Lure me a mistake
tangled vocal cords
Queue up and wait your turn.

A silver claw encarcerated in my lungs.

ol' stain trusthworthy to shut it up myself
somehow concuring yearning defies
conundrums, boy enamoured by fantasy
to pursue my lips as I masterfully interlock
the hang execution rope through use of your hair
resources abundant so as to pester
in decay a feast to celebrate the new age
the Eve of changes of heart, classic.

A silver claw encarcerated in my lungs.
I can feel it dance when I speak
it torments to no lavish end when I eat
From the spoils I have been gifted,
I hate it the most when I sit alone

and what of this demand for accessibility
How come telltales farscretch commodities?
while we try to figure it out culture colapses

Poise tokens of scarce embellishment
pierce my skin, dangle in vain my shinies
Let me rotate thy promise upon my lip
Twice folded and make it painful
rest assured the blood fuels a purpose
The good boy wears warpaint
packed bag, navigates the empty twilight
It too had a name missed in translation
a petty mistake not meant for me.

There is no nobler catastrophe
than the distant cornered prey
Fallen, ten thousand feet under
Alive and overdue, granted a slow death
Father I wished for many things
Not one came to be, sinful in weight
Greed, pride, lust, envy, gluttony, wrath and sloth
All is well when the furies sunder my ribcage
Do not defy me child, do scream my name
as I brand flesh and untie the ligaments of your soul
So fleeting pledges of due honor
Love harbor, ample bay divide
Beckon the others ahead
Hoy it is me.

D a J C

Gash of crimson velvet
Uncomsumated debt
He muses atop vertical bounds
and bruises are rewards
Garden of busy tides
To fulfil a triple dock outing
Roll up a footstorm of personnel
Adquire mastery of hunger upon
I shan't feint I do wish for adoration
Peer through should you miss it

Gates are by definition flawed
Intrusion of privacy, fact
and death to those compelled
Should they so desire to object,

Delirious calls drowned under
my feet, the dirt shares my jaded appetite
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A mane cascates dancing ever so slow
fleeting silk, defying gravity these locks
I confess I might be losing it, I signed up
for my own downfall, paramount to sing along
Sugar on the tip of my nose gives the word away

The backbone is shaped by peril
The soul intoxicated by cowardness
slipped down by babel tower
Riviera thy jewels appease them
they, the comical insane whose saliva
evaporates god tainted affront

For now the payment remains unchecked
for now I am swore to never come out
of my special place, aflicted by paranoia
Should earn prove heavy in steps
an imminent assault, that's only fair.
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