barely feeling, that was my sentence
driven I felt such a thin chance to get out
of this mess towards healing
catching the hint that I am a plus one
if they round in need of something
out of touch, ice cold
an empire of gold turn to stone
imagine throwing me a kiss
a dagger worth feeding whole
hypnotizing,
mesmerizing: phrase it better
so as to placate the burn, acid and vivid
flame atop my skin, coursing through the blood stream.
eyes white, blurry and in ruin
picture salvation and pray on filth
bent mind, cracked skin,
colourblind to blur the line
peace was never an option for me,
a friend in need
weeps because he knows he is the one odd out.
sliding away, skipping concept: obviously condescending
clear of options deslocating shoulder from bone, hit by the rascal
called imminently spark truth from the smoky remainder of ourbelief,
not enough to believe me
burning from the inside out,
never meant to be free.
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no matter the pace the shade gives chase
the entidy a measure of grieve, parasite to the lesson
emotions in suspence, the eve of morrow brings misfortune
trapped in chains forged in jest, pain and lost dignified in illusion dawned by fear
broken promises they make for blinding belief
no amount of pain distributed can placate the one received
nor tranquility met
ever out of reach.
