I hold at bay
a crippling loneliness
By dawn, rest assured, a resurrection
My resolutions are all but dissolved.

In need for an introduction
paved down a track of empty expressions
drown, grey faces, lost cases of ill times and lost hope
"You don't look yourself today"
As if it were not impossible to change overnight
Pontificate the miracle of followed advises and power of will.

My conscription by birth shall only lead to my death
I am ever so so cold and in agony
Furthermore my pillow remains mad at me

I am grown a terrifying condition of late
the symptom's dire, the body rests weak
a counter-reaction, an overdose of hypocrisy

I for one embrace this new turn of events
no longer afraid of the dark for I long the ticks
the scratches and the hallowing noises that fill the silence
what hasn't killed me since then burrows me deeper
Mentally exhausted I salute thy and lay dormant for now