segunda-feira, 24 de abril de 2023

wishing for happiness makes me feel guilty

the butterflies have sponged the blessing

a chemical warfare confined to paradise

the peace offer was set ablaze with the premise

drawn in sand and washed by oil, thick virgin blood and white male tears

alas, nothing worth mention was lost, truly praise be

the death of those that break and taste, rather, delicious once blue and cold

a fine fragrance never taken for granted, for the hunter takes just as much

pleasure from the finger press as the cutthroat does sharpening the knife

to better satisfy and bring peace of mind

effort does, more often than not, translate to earned sucess;

cutting loose the wastefulness lost on fools

falling atop of each other and therefore

thieves by chance, hearts tore in two, interchanged

clock that child on the making

a moral instigation blossoming, a bud blessed orange

if it were blue it would constitute post-modernism

a wave of a finger, a fist engulped, digested slow

I slap my leg down the goddamm chair as in sleep

the weight gives in to gravity and the jerking motion

shutsting down restarts the engine by survival instincts I suppose

either desk or floor, whichever strike first

careful who you listen to

the madmen of old or anew are not enough

to wrap up this world, do not settle

if to give you up I had had to cast a spell

a noose I conjured for the both of us

a road I walked past the bifurcated end in a serene anger fit

the heat a rush I cannot match

a thirst I shan't justify for the burn consolidates the memory

what was lost must be immortalised

earned tombstone by the stars, a promised shoulder and a bedtime story

to sleep by.

"If you need a place to hang your head 
a shoulder’s better than a knot 
You’d be a better memory alive rather than not 
If you need a place to hang your head a shoulder’s better than a knot 
You’d be a better memory if no one else forgot 
So let it go" (Bad Omens- Careful what you wish for)


segunda-feira, 17 de abril de 2023

This is

it is three in the morning

dusk invades my being and the truth

recommends actively I go blind

the night terrors an eye opener

the recollections worse

still water a transparency trashing

the connection ever so fragile and open

to change should we turn coat and smaller

in the game of pretends we are mere men

caving in to the push and pull

(the dance got the best of us)

lacerating flesh fresh anew

blood thick and heavy

to conceal the brow foul

and climb in order to fall

closer to the sun. so I did

fell towards concrete

beneath the ground a jungle

long abandon

 

in the games of grey lil' else matters 'suppose

a distraction from the disease infecting the link

bound to torment far beyond the tool of conseguence

 

salivating at the thought of breaking you

so understand I wouldn't show mercy

neither should you

better off doing the right thing

that is the double conundrum that terrifies my ideal paradise

seal my breath and choke me

tape my lips, break thy teeth

like a drug in revolt we spit out the omens

liking what we imagine not what we see.

chewing at the side of my eyes, going blind

slur for sense as we act hella' foolish

local options make us scared to go outside

not everything that makes us good turn out to be blue

fluid flow freaking up gone up and fucked up.

irritated at the mention of idgaf.

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medicate the ring in my vanity

vanquish my elated ego, detachment a prevention rather than a cure

a leap towards the void, a replacement to suicide that defies

gravity and so much more,

reimagine taking it all in

as if we never left, reminded we dare dance for free under the siphon of the sun

unremarkable despite it all, shaped by the experience unique to everyone

the suspense is concerned not if we should not wake up tomorow but whether

we acomplish worth in signals and breakthroughs in between

a mark passed on upon and beyond

for today we belong

past the point of no return seeds have fallen to be sown and blown away with the scattering wind:

whoever long we travel we make a forgiving soothing sound

to be considered and afford calming, gentle dreams

for now we belong here, learning how to make it last a while longer

a stream runs its course unaware but certain

so too does empathy, of that I have firm believe.