I have had recurring nightmares
I dread night and all its evil kind
The dark, the shade and all what is grey
I fought hard to behave, to understand and take shape
Never to forget was my struggle, I swear!
To purge doubt and naughty intent my dilemma
Fake condescending penicillin, now I truly see
There is nothing ever as vexing as a shattered illusion
I was never truly stuck with YOU
All this time, wasted, not, for I have come to learn
Naysayers come in all sizes and colors
And loneliness is only a punishment,
when one engages in blows against a mighty high wall
With fervent passion I pray
Pleasing should you be
For pleads alone will not suffice nowadays
To hold dear to my heart
I have been cast away
And when distant I have been missed
My return is not a possibility
And here I remain, content that pain free
I be born again
To see the World in all this different
A whole multitude of colors
To climb, to explore, to share and behold; dearest
Truly, we are one and the same
But one seems to be missing out the rule
We both were set to lose by clash and sword
But I admit defeat and carry one as it is
Would you be able to do the same?
Alas, I await what time and only so-so
Unchains, sweet release, unfold unto me
A new dawn, more of this foolish believe
That a tamed life is well spent in expectation of a reward
I, for one, will pray there is no God
To punish Us for our Sins.
Let us Then not make a fuss
It ruins the Mood, disturbs the neighbors
A status quo has to be preserved, so I have been told.
Then again, the Sky was falling the other day
I will wait patiently for a sign.
Like a slandered politician
Obviously without the campaign
No support, only lies!
My Muse, nay! God..where have you been..
