yet

sipping on a cold brew, all gold on the hard block

like a rock in need of a pick me up

heavier in the morning, still rolling with the flow

that captures the imaginary like the dansel in distress

in the modern age you are the one in need of savin'

swing those arms like a true reject, what a dive

in a second the dope will quell, saturate, couldn't get enough

in the movie screens the scream is held up, in 3d

those flashes and dramatic scenes cannot reach you, yet

they attack the unvigilant, the naive and those otherwise

self-inclined to concede a ceacefire and visit the possibility

a mix-up perhaps, yet

a flood once came, to save us from the blaze

a wet sort of guardian that all powerful raised waves

chocking land and soil alike and it was most certainly

not going anywhere, yet

i met a liar too high to see

a partner in crime in a greater escape

share agony, an indiscreet selfish past

i didn't quite understood what to do

so i tightened the knot wrong and it came undone

there she went, flying off the wall, compromised one last time.

i learn slow but god willing have no conscience

misled by a memory that won't allow me to forget

so i love and god willing, yet, to death. 

for I do remember when I needed it and that time is no longer here and now.

a place of need, a mistake, fleeting, now shattered, yet not broken, fully. 

from a place of drifting spaces as Fall runs its due course without needing guidance

the cold provokes a reaction and the inner warmth reconnects shiver to breath

ever so tightly, don't you feel it in the funeral surrounded by pyres

jump not over least you fall madam, come sit by the side of this burning path away

away from Eden where sinners travel sleepwalking, sleeptalking, still talking, or

at least I do.

a blur, the headache arrives like a spell, summoned by thought alone.

it is not the voices but wires that violate my abandon towards herecy, decimate me oh bad bad decisions

those that bind me to my humanity and confirm that i do not know what the fuck i am doing

yet.