who whispers under my ear
occupies the periphery of my glasses
and agitates my soul as the spell
of boredom reignites numbers and troubles
come aknocking, a mockery of a worrying tide
today-tomorrow-freak frenzy-weekend
mesmerizing grace, oozing confort and confidence
strikes me foolishly awake
as if emerging to a stage wide enough for two
where prior this soiled cage compressed bone to fused skin
trouble to the narrow split burning mind,
fairness loaded to rules and the right to rule
gets between me and you
yes all of you and it wound me further to
negotiate with apparations, ideals
that consolidate, remnants of scarless shine
perfection incarnate for they are where I shone brightest
happy as I am still for in sleep I turn and burn,
I shout, scream, fly and cry
as a child I heard her callback
now I dread to think what I would be ready to abdicate
"Just let me go or take me with you"
a plain refusal to engage, for I trust
(I know) the die I cast is a gamble worth a grin
for I believe it is the day I die I shall remember
the password, the codename, her nickname, her silluete and her name
of my imaginary friend as a child
or the ghost haunting me in uneven grace
to this day.
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