found a discarding car toy the other day
an older model granted
rusty and looking hella defeated
not worth a burial through fire
so I did what an adult should
sat on a pool of still water and homeless piss
and swang the vroom vroom gotta go fast
childhood no longer on hold
we are just playing around lalala
straight to the store buy some Lego
found my limits face up into concrete
a car is not my enemy, may this anger be dead to me
repurposing humans or perhaps
as we take control anew and descent into
craving and animalistic instincts of struggle
be it faith or binding sounds of souls clashing
whatever floats: be it liquor (liquid truth)
it hurts, hurts, hurts and it gets to me
my thorny crown is a civilized act of defience
fed by blood echos from victories left behind
call the police and desecrate this victim
compare their scars beneath the grey skin
desiccate the body, mummify the soul dangling
on borrowed time that we cannot hide nor deny
a tamed animal wants not for a cage or string
a command shan't suffice for he crawls under the hold
strangling sound of a stare that beckons the very stale air
I wish him goodbye but a confirmed farewell
may we never be saved
may we agree to disagree and fight to our merry deaths
may you leave and never return
find the door broken in
in ashes all you ever loved
find yourself alone
may this chest implode without forged commitment
lungs empty devoid of all trust
all because of you.
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